hai, its been along time since i wrote the blog. this time, i just want to tell you something. i already confess my feeling to him. yes, i did. its so awesome you know? how i make the right desicion for my own heart. its sooo amazing. but who am i? i am just greedy one. selfish one. before i tell him that i love him, i just thing that it will be okay if i just confess and thats it. but its not. i want more. i want to have him ya allah, i dont know what human i am? its not just like me. its no so me. its different. when i ask him, i dont know what i feeling about. now, what i have to do?i always thing that we can be together,
thats my dream. its so simple you know? but, why it seems so hard and unbelieveble to me? and i dont even have the right to dreamed it. but i did, i always dream that we can be together. its so funny right? but im desperately in love with him. its sound crazy right? when you have not meet him or make conversation for long time or like never. but, you like him? ):

10-2 SMA Negeri 40

you know what? the beautiful moment in my life is, when i found myself around my family. and, they are my family is. i was so happy, if i remember the moment. like, when we go to the MONAS, for celebrate our friend birhtday. i will always remember that. the event of celebrating our friend birthday being some special event for us that we can passed by. it was so happiness, and every year

10-2 SMA Negeri 40

you know what? the beautiful moment in my life is, when i found myself around my friend. and, they are my friend is. maybe that's more than relation of friend for me. because so many moment that we passed together, if we just called it relation of friend. we sleep together, we gossip together, made some cake together (i remembered that was moment when we, i mean diar, tika, fury, and i cooked some food that called moci and butter for cake, that made by us, for practice MULOK? with della. but, i sure that della is useless.) relation of friend is not like that right? maybe we just can say, that we are family. with these moment that we doing together? that so awesome. i was so happy, if i remember that. and, when we go to the MONAS, for celebrate our friend birhtday. i will always remember that. the event of celebrating our friend birthday being some special event for us that we can passed by. it was so happiness, and every year in our familyship, even though we not on same class anymore, with that event, we can always together. ALLAH, please dont let my memories away from my head. because there are so many beautiful moment that i have. please,,, this is my familyship,, :D
1. Alfian Kurnia ( our headclass,, maybe :p)